You bring up your own doubts, saying you don't think this will last, almost like you want me to take you up on that--and in the same breath you insist you don't want to.
I don't! I don't! . . . It's complicated . . . isn't it gonna be worse the longer we're together? Isn't it gonna hurt more if it happens? But that doesn't mean I want it! That doesn't mean I'd let you! I just know how it's gonna feel.
[sits up and drapes on again, nuzzling the back of his neck] I like having a boyfriend . . . it wouldn't be the same to just be friends, even if it'd be better than nothing . . . I'd win you back!
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. . . Sorry.
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[reaches down to touch Devit's elbow gently]
It's all right.
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I just dunno how long we can do this. --But I want it to be a long time! Okay?? No breaking up with me!
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... I suppose I would. If you didn't want this, well ...
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