IT'S 1 AM, DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR NOAH IS?

[halfcocked]

[nope! in fact you probably haven't seen him all day. THAT'S unusual, but not cause for concern.

if, though, you happen to be out far from camp late tonight, and if you were to pick up on and follow the sounds of miserable moaning, you might stumble upon him curled up next to the barrier, propped up weakly on one elbow and shivering, hand pressed to his mouth like he might have just gotten sick . . . all day. or tried to, at the very least.

he is not very responsive.]




(( OPEN TO ANYONE IT CONCERNS, fallout from Jasdero disappearing. if you want it to concern you then go ahead and be concerned :|d open forever! ))

Comments

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[hollowly] Jasdero went away. Uh, home. Left.

[aneye4aneye.livejournal.com]

He was your other, right?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Yeah. The other part . . . I'm a Noah, but . . . I'm not everything . . . I can't be the Bonds by myself. I'm like a human . . . weak and alone. One person.

[aneye4aneye.livejournal.com]

[he's going to hate me for saying this but]

...Wouldn't it be good to learn how to stand on your own feet for a while?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

You don't understand! It's not like--it's not like humans! It's not like if, if your boyfriend went home and you felt sad! That's not what it's like! It feels like if I ripped half your soul out and threw it outside where you couldn't get it! It's like if I cut your arm and leg off!

[aneye4aneye.livejournal.com]

--DON'T TELL ME WHAT I HAVE AND HAVEN'T FELT! I-- I know this is hard for you, but even if it feels like that you can still be able to walk, right?! Or can't you even do that?!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Well you don't know! You're a human! You're whole on your own! It's like a pit inside me! It hurts! I-I'll-- [s-snif]

[aneye4aneye.livejournal.com]

You're not me so what would you kno-- a...are you crying?!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I-I know you're a human--

[yes]

[aneye4aneye.livejournal.com]

[trying very hard to bite back the retort]

W...well, stop?!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[WHAT. wiping at his eyes] I'm fucking trying!