LOVE IS OVER

[halfcocked]

[suddenly, a portal opens in front of the Churchshack, and one (possibly disowned) Noah spills out of it and rushes the door, pounding on it, frantic.]

OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!




(( WARNINGS FOR PROOOOOOBABLE TORTURE AND BADNESS IN THIS POST sob. closed to denizens of the Churchshack and anyone else they might drag into this which might be a lot of people or no one really idk yet! ))

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[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

Then what do you want, Deviiiit?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Uh . . .

[hasn't thought about that . . . ]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[kicks her legs, waiting :|]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[ACTUALLY THINKING REALLY HARD ABOUT THIS.]

I . . . I dunno, it's . . . I mean, I do know, I guess . . . I don't--I can't have what I want . . .

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[expression flat and unchanging]

What do you want, Devit?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . I wanna be family. In the way normal people are family. People who don't crucify boyfriends or--or betray their sisters. More like people who fight over dumb shit and force each other into tea parties or make fun of stupid guys who don't understand anything.

[SHOOTS ALLEN A LOOK]

. . . But I know we're not those people.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

We are what we are.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

We can choose what to be.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

Only to a point.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I know. I know! But we can choose how to be it!

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

That's only to a point, too.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Do you hate me?

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

I love you. That won't change, no matter how much you do.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[THESE ARE NOAH TEARS REALLY, more quiet than what usually comes from Devit]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[not really responding to that, watching him]

I told you De~vit. My family is what matters the most to me, even when they pick someone else.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

It's not just him! It's not like he seduced me into being some--some good guy! Some non-Noah! There's more than that . . . why, why do you love me, why do I matter to you, when I'm not useful, when you--you got rid of me--

[gestures vaguely at where the gravestone used to be]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

You said you're not coming home. You said you don't want any part of our sacred duty. So you're not one of us.

But you're still my family.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[rubs at his eyes, sobbing just a little, not sure of what to say]

I'm--I was glad you came--

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[the scenery is starting to fade from sight]

Go back to your human, Devit. It'll be easier for you.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[watching it, dully] Than what . . .

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

That's up to you, isn't it~?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Easier than what?

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

For you~ ♪ You won't have to worry about us.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . You're my family.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

And~?