lol new continuations post

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[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Of course you do.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[sits up to lean on him |D]

I love you . . . sorry about, uh, that . . . sometimes it messes me up a little inside?

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[leaning back '-']

Which part?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Sometimes--even though I know it's not because you're not attracted to me or you hate sex or something, I just feel sort of lonely because we don't do more stuff together, and I worry about what if we get home and you still don't want it because you really just don't like it . . . it makes me panic a little even though it's dumb. I feel more settled inside when we do stuff like this. I think it's just a, uh, a crazy thing so don't feel bad, I feel real guilty when I try to push it too . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[sighs, sliding an arm around his waist loosely]

It's not like that at all--I'm sorry I have to keep telling you no.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[cuddles up '-']

I think we don't have to always say no, Hakuren.

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Until we're out of here, yes we do.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

No . . . we stopped, we can stop. I'm not asking for sex or even puppies. I just want to kiss you more.

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

There's a difference between kissing and that.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . Making out. Halfway? Please kiss me . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[hesitating, then leans and kisses him, fairly chastely]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[cupping the back of his neck, kissing less chastely]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[making a bit of a noise of protest]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Just a little? Only kissing. Romantic, not sexy!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

If it's romantic, does it really need to involve--all of that?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Well, uh . . . I mean kissing like this isn't romantic, it's more like kissing Jasdero.

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Is it really?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

It's really--kinda more like family. You can do a deep romantic kiss without it being sexy desperate!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Ah, all right ...

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I'll show you!

[hitching up close]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[bemused] All right ...

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[leaning in for a kiss] Relax for this and enjoy it.

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

All right ... ?

[not completely relaxed, but moreso]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[kissing him deeply, but gently, very slowly and thoroughly and full of dere]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[starting to protest a little, automatically--then forcing himself to relax]