. . . Not really anything, I just get a little sad about it sometimes. But I'd be sad too if I was making you touch me and you really didn't want or like it. I just have to wait for things to change for us.
Sometimes--even though I know it's not because you're not attracted to me or you hate sex or something, I just feel sort of lonely because we don't do more stuff together, and I worry about what if we get home and you still don't want it because you really just don't like it . . . it makes me panic a little even though it's dumb. I feel more settled inside when we do stuff like this. I think it's just a, uh, a crazy thing so don't feel bad, I feel real guilty when I try to push it too . . .
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I am trying.
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. . . I like when you pull my hair. But I don't like that face!
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[LIKE THIS]
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I love you . . . sorry about, uh, that . . . sometimes it messes me up a little inside?
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Which part?
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It's not like that at all--I'm sorry I have to keep telling you no.
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I think we don't have to always say no, Hakuren.
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