AU #666: A TINGE OF DOUBT CROSSES MY MIND

[halfcocked]

[sprawled on Hakuren's bed with his laptop, dicking around on Google again; without preamble, begins to read in an attempt at a silky voice:]


I dream'd this mortal part of mine
Was Metamorphoz'd to a Vine;
Which crawling one and every way
Enthralled my dainty Lucia.
Me thought, her long small legs & thighs
I with my Tendrils did surprize;
Her Belly, Buttocks, and her Waste
By my soft Nerv'lits were--


--her what? This one sucks! Lemme find a better one. Her waste!?

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[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[leans back and looks at]

[ . . . starts going red] S-stop getting all embarrassed, shit, you're making me embarrassed--!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Why can't I get embarrassed, you -- you're the one saying embarrassing things like that!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I didn't think it was embarrassing until you started acting like it was embarrassing! Saying embarrassing things is your job!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

But you're the one who said -- that, all right, how am I supposed to take it--I mean, really!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Then uh, just--just forget it!?

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

--what, no -- n-not unless you're just saying that, but if you mean it--

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't just lie about something that embarrassing! T-this is pretty fucked up for a Noah anyway, I wouldn't pretend! That's for guys like Sherril!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

So you do -- if you do -- love me -- then. I'm not going to just forget that. All right?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[reddens further] O-okay . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

B-because, you know -- I mean, I'm not the best at this, but I -- it's--






... it's not just you, all right.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

If you think you're worse than me you're a fucking idiot . . .

. . .






. . . W-well, uh . . . you mean . . . [VERY RED NOW]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

I-I mean -- you know what I mean--! [THAT WOULD BE BOTH OF US]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I-I get it, I get it! [SOB AWKWARD]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

S-so, so you know! That's how it is! [NOT QUITE LOOKING AT]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Yeah, right, right, s-so . . .

[ . . . reaches over to tilt Hakuren's face towards him]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[TSUNTSUNTSUNTSUNTSUNderedere]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[oh god you're cute |D leaning in veeery sloooowly for a kiss, in slow motion, almost]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[tsuntsuntsun going very still, watching, then letting his eyes slide shut and tips his face up for the kiss]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[brushes their lips together again and then slowly deepens it, sliding his hands into Hakuren's hair and thumbing along his jaw]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[shivers, opening to it and kissing back almost gently, sliding his arms up and around Devit and holding loosely]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[shifting closer and beginning to kiss harder, firmly but still sort of tender, winding one of his legs around Hakuren's]

Mmmm . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[leaning into it, tracing his nails very lghtly against the back of Devit's neck and sighing]

--hmm?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[runs a palm down Hakuren's chest, lingering just under his ribs]

Hmmm?

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[arches into it, blinking his eyes open]

...


One more time--?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[leans in to bite at his collarbone ♥]

Yeah, I think we could use a little more practice . . .