OH LOOK IT'S DRAMARAMA

[halfcocked]

[which is to say that there isn't any period, for Devit, of wondering why Jasdero's not in bed with him. he can feel it as soon as he wakes up.

after crying it out some, stumbling his way towards the Churchshack. still crying it out, though.]


(( JOURNAL STUFF FOR FALLOUT FROM JASDERO LEAVING GOES HERE. open to anyone! COME SEE THE CRYING NOAH ))

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[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Don't just say it's fucking weird. [looking away, TEARS]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

It is what it is. I've never seen you like this before.

[petting his hair a little]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

That's because it's not supposed to be just me. But this isn't even the first fucking time . . .

[okay, leaning into her :(]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

Normally, it's not. But it's still there--it's just ... cut off. Somehow.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I feel like all stretched out. Like half of me's outside and we're tied with a rubber band and I might snap right out, or he might snap back in, or it might just snap.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

The Bonds won't break just because of a separation like this. It's Noah's memory.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean that. I know that can't happen.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

Were you there with him?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

When he left? No. I just woke up. He was just . . . you know.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

Poor Devit.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Shut up. [without heat]

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . 's okay.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

He's still there with you, though.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[puts his hand over his heart]

Yeah. But it feels empty. Just missing.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[covering his hand with hers]

You could see him in dreams, sometimes.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Road . . . [letting her, but not looking at her]

. . . I know I will anyway, even if you don't do anything.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

The offer's still open, though. My dreams are very good.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

--We'll see. Thanks.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

It's a favor to you. And to him.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I know. I mean it. Thanks.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[lets her hand drop, stepping back] You're going to that human, right?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

[the9thdream.livejournal.com]

[her lip curls for a moment, but no actual comment]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[starts to say something, but stops himself, and starts walking again]