AU #666: A TINGE OF DOUBT CROSSES MY MIND

[halfcocked]

[sprawled on Hakuren's bed with his laptop, dicking around on Google again; without preamble, begins to read in an attempt at a silky voice:]


I dream'd this mortal part of mine
Was Metamorphoz'd to a Vine;
Which crawling one and every way
Enthralled my dainty Lucia.
Me thought, her long small legs & thighs
I with my Tendrils did surprize;
Her Belly, Buttocks, and her Waste
By my soft Nerv'lits were--


--her what? This one sucks! Lemme find a better one. Her waste!?

Comments

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I don't think it works like that for sex . . . there's no final result unless you know something I don't . . . right?

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Well, you could argue the very act itself is sort of final -- as a, a performance, as it were ...

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[ . . . ]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

... what?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

You're thinking way too much about this . . . uh, performance? So . . . I'm a good performer, right??

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

Well, if I'm going to do anything, I want to be good at it! But I can't good at something without practicing -- but it's for you, so I should be good before we get to that -- but I'd only practice with you, so --

[is kind of. thinking aloud at this point.]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[ . . .

. . . kisses]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[stops and blinks at] --?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

You lost me! Besides, I said you're good, I said I like it! I'm practicing too y'know . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

You seem to know more of what you're doing, that's all--

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I'm just not as shy~ and I've seen more porn . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

... pornography.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

N-not a lot of, I uh, that's not what I meant . . . m-most of what you see in porn is kinda nasty and I'm not--it's not that--! I-I just do what seems like it'd feel good!!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

... but you're still watching it ...

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I just haven't deleted a couple of 'em! It's not like I watch it a lot!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[ . . . rolls onto his back and puts a pillow over his face]

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[sits up and leans over]

... I still don't get the appeal.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[takes the pillow off his face and blinks]

Of porno? It's like I said, it's natural to get turned on looking at sex . . . [shrugs] It's just to get off fast if you've gotta, I guess.

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

...

[shakes his head] It just seems strange, especially if you're with someone.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . Would you really want me coming over first thing in the morning to beg you for a handjob because it's uh, morning? Not that I watch it every morning! I swear I barely look at it! Maybe once a week! If that!

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

...

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[rolls back onto him |D]

See~? You know, I wouldn't mind though, if you ever needed some help, you could come find me . . .

[a-holy-oak.livejournal.com]

[oof]

Every morning might be a bit ... excessive.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

That's the point! Sure I'd rather just have sex with you every time I felt like it, but it doesn't work that way . . .

[possibly eyeing a little bit, subtly]